wild.

Its 0717.Got up to post someting before heading home to rest a little before falling sick again.Big day coming tomorrow.Currently the Purple Monkeys are back online and joining forces once more pushing towards the limits.So far we're still on schedule so hopefully we are able to make it on time before the deadline given.Its freezin ere now as it rained last nite and this aircon ere is is killin me even more wen the boys were hittin in at around 18 degrees.But somehow no matter how cold it gets,can't wait till tomorrow.Cupcakes are coming and my sweet sexy bum is comin to show me real love,oh yeah~crazy wild fever comin soon.oh yeah.

















oh yeah.


















yeah.
































i love you baby.

Mr. Men and Little Miss

I have a fetish for something........



DON'T THEY LOOK ADORABLE??? =)

*clickety*

健身總會辦5項選美賽+Miss Melaka/Malacca Beach 2008

Ere u go baby.A post about you.Really proud of u.haha.Sorry yea coz made u stayed back for me and all.Hope you're doin fine now yea,very soon we can have super hell load of fun yea.Be patient yea,while more think so gonna nap a while before fighting the good fight tonight.Gonna do a lot tonight,so when the day comes we can spent even more time yea.
Really happy when i found out it was posted on the site,totally out of words.The one at the left,yeap,thats her.Yea it may not be miss universe or something but im still very proud about it.haha.She was kinda worry at first,but ape takut,akhirnya dapat jugak,2nd place eh.
Missin you here badly me love,currently posting dis while chatting with you.Will stop here for this post yea.
I love you baby.

Little Miss Bored

I AM BORED TO THE MAX!!!!
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CAN ANYONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!??

10 things for today.

1.Just got back from fypd class.
2.Something insane might happen today.
3.Its extremely warm now.
4.Jose just got out and Alex just got back from lunch.
5.There's slight problem going on with the pmd project.
6.Bit hungry now.
7.I can't stop lookin at my phone.Waiting for some magic.
8.Sleep tight yea.
9.I miss you so much now.
10.Evol ouy.

Spanked again.

Its 330 now.Can't feel my hands anymore,been tweakin here and there.Had couple of rounds for AVP2 too,a really old school stuff but yea the excitement is still there.Did some arrangement on our files too for laters class.Hope everything goes well.Masa berlalu cepat and its May is already comin to an end.Sometimes just come help thinkin about her,coz she has always been there for me to support in whatever i do.Right now,its all about bringing the best out of me.And yea,thanks to those wounds,my left arm is not doin any well at all.Some yellow stuff is like oozin out,even now?Can't wait till next week,haha,its going to be one pure fun.i know ure readin dis my love so get ready for some action yea.Ok!like they always say,pics speaks more then a thousand words.So here's some random pics for today.haha.

This is how she looks like when she was really little.Cute ei?







And then......








behold.......












Tadaa!Before and after,stillc cute but this time gotta add the word beautiful too.





Then here's the next one...








Escaped from hospital monyet sial..




















Wazaaaaa!The kid who was so fat for a period of time.Muka mommys boy.









And then...





After a few years of blood sweat and tears..















Muka sial.Tapi still maintain muka monyet.









The question is...










how did.....














This...






end up with......





























THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!???

yarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.













Well who gives a crap!!!!!!!!!!!????







We're



in






LOVE.





That's all,its simple.

Speakin of the name monkey,recently the pmd's are callin me that,its weird.

BUT I SEEM TO LIKE IT.mnyah!.

Miss you so much now.Sometimes somethings just cant be explain.Coz for love,no theory can be found.Its all from the heart.
I love you.Miamour.

Anger or Angry?

Have you ever been angry with somebody that you just wish that the person would vanish into thin-air??

"You will not be punished for your anger, you will be punished by your anger."

So, I learned to let it go and never question the reasons for a person's behavior. I used to have a group of girlies and we were like the bestest friends in the world. From shopping to gossiping....you name it, we got it. But those did not last long (well, I was too stubborn to believe when my uncle warned me). Anyway, all those years I learned to be fake around people and I did not find out the true person inside of me. But I definitely feel gratuitious towards them because I finally know who I am. I learned to put on my defense mode around people and to read their gestures and facial expressions. Sometimes, there are things that you can never find answers to especially those things did not happen the way you wanted or expected it to be.
I was approached by two ladies the beginning of this year with news that I would never believe. If I was Jennifer Lopez or Madonna, I would have probably acted mean but I accepted every single news calmly and replied with the gentlest voice that I could find within me.

ANGER.....ANGER.....ANGER.....

All came right at me...hitting bulls-eye as though it was as easy as ABC. I spoke to them calmly especially HER. I told her I understood how she was feeling at that moment because I once felt that way too. I listened to her complains, accusations, dissatisfaction and resentment. I realized that when people want you to believe and feel what they are feeling, they would add more spices to it (I do that sometimes =/). All that was in HER were anger, dissatisfaction and frustration.
Putting the blame onto somebody else and never admit it. I believe that people should look at things in two ways (your perspective and the other person's perspective). You need both hands to clap....one hand is not a clap at all.

"Ask him to leave me alone!! Why is he doing this to me!?? What did he see in me!??"

Questions like this will only be answered if that person would be more open-minded and start to think calmly. Everything happens for a reason. Things happen because you allow it to happen. The thing with human is....when you are angry, advices from people will never get in through that thick skull. It is as though there are mountains to climb, deserts to cross and seas to swim to get those words into their head. So, all I told was....."Have it if you want". I have not got the strength to quarrel or talk sense with an angry person because all the person was trying to do was to get it in your head that SHE is the most preferred one.
Did it bother me?? No, it did not bother me any wee-bit.
I believe that if it is meant to be, it is meant to be. Even the highest-magnitude-earthquake, the biggest tsunami or the deathly cyclone will not break that invincible bond. From that incident, it really opened my eyes widely. After all, this is an era of knowledge and girls....they are just getting meaner and meaner by the day, don't you think??

When you dislike a person for their behavior or attitude, look at yourself first because that attitude that you dislike might be your attitude as well.

"To understand everything is to forgive everything."

The Daily Life

Recap

Saturday
- woke up early to study for law and management accounting.
- baked cupcakes and decorated them ('cause I promised the boyfriend to bake some so he could bring it up).
- had dinner and stayed a night at mum's house with the boyfriend.

Sunday
- woke up early again to get prepared for my competition.
- met with all the lovely competitors and took photos.
- a lucky day for me because I got 2nd placing.
- not so lucky for the boyfriend because he fell while trying to take pictures of me.

Monday & Tuesday - studied and slacking off at the same time.

Wednesday
- law finals in the afternoon. I should be able to pass it.
- same old same old....study

Thursday
- MA paper in the morning. Did some careless mistakes but hopefully I get good grades.
- went window shopping with the sister but found nothing attractive.

Today
- watched Annie's Point a good movie (touched my heart).
- finished reading "the five people you meet in heaven" in 2 hours time.
- being lame blogging like this is my live journal =S

Who won American Idol 2008?

This is the first time 2 David's duel for the title of American Idol since the 2nd season where Ruben Studdard defeated Clay Aiken.

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN,
DAVID AND DAVID,
WITH 12 MILLION VOTES ACROSS THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA,
THE AMERICAN IDOL OF 2008 IS............

DAVID COOK

By the way, I posted up his song....the version of "Always Be My Baby" that he done during the Mariah Carey week. Wayyyyy awesome!!

"THOUGH NONE GO WITH ME......"

Miss Melaka/Malacca Beach 2008

Last weekend was great.Me love went for Miss Melaka/Malacca Beach 2008 and managed to get 2nd place.Fuiyo.Unexpected eh?She was all nervous and all but ah well,2nd place is also kinda like a happy thing to us.Bottom line,theres cash!aha.Proud of you babe,don't like you to go into some modellin thing but stuff like this...guess its kinda ok?heh.
Sad part for me is during my shoot for fun when she was posing and all,i fell of the blardy divider and fell flat on my face.For a moment i tot i was dead,seriously.If it wasnt for my glasses i would have lost my left eye.There were rocks everywhere on the Klebang Beach and eventhough theres bruises everywhere from my face to my arm,brightside is luckily im alive.haha.Probably i was mend to fall for you babe to get the 2nd place eh?heh.But yea,it was one hell of a exp.Ere's some gambar.



This is when all girls gettin ready for the practice.



If you look closely,none of them is smiling. None.



Itu dia,splitting showin her sexy legs.



"Apa pandang?Apa pandang?"



"Can i stop smiling already?"



Ere's the real thing where they gotta do c catwalk and all.Can you see her?



Tadaa!




They had to move back to their positing and continue posing where as the judges will calculate the points.



After this shot,i tried to climb up the divider to take a closer shot.yea,thats when the magic happened where i fell and landed right on my face.great.



Left to right:Janine,me love and her mom.Now you know why isn't there any prize giving session pics.



"Senyum la senyum,nanti kiter tengok sapa senyum bawa angpao balik".



Ere's me love with Hui Ying.2 pretty girlies.



There you go jan,a new pic for Facebook.



"Termenung tengok bunga aunty terlekat kat buntut tepi".



Ere's the best pic for the day,the everlasting beautiful smile.
Happy were we,enjoyed we did!


Gonna rest now,been sculpting and my wounds are killing me.heh,missing you so much sexy pumpkin.
p.s.I Love You.

Erotic Poetry

"Fantasizing you're alone with little moi,
After I've removed your panties and your bra"

I was blog hopping as usual....went to XiaXue's blog and even watched her short episodes....The recent one is about Alan Ardy, an erotic poet. Hmph.....go check out his website. I find it quite amusing =S

http://www.alan-ardy.com/

marnjenn at 0546

Mornin ppl,its freakin 540am now and im still up wid the PMDs.Takin a break now so decided to drop some stuff ere.Gosh,heard about d news weeks back but after readin dis more detailed one with the plan,i dunno,this guys is insane.Remote control activated and all,thats really some effort there to keep someone at home.Probably i should get one of those eh?I can lock me love from runnin the malls.Oh yea,it comes with the leash too.heh.But,yeah,real sad for the girl coz my gosh,24 years is really LONG.Future all gone just like that and worst part its her own father.Thank god everythins over now.

Me loves going to have another paper soon,don worry yea babe,its all gonna be A-o-K.I know u can make it judging from your ultimate graphical memory.Must admit shes good when it comes to figures and all,she can remember it so clearly even thought she only sees them once.Proud of you me love,till then do sleep tight yea.Sweet dreams!



marn says : i love you.

Josef Fritzl : An Incest Case

I have been busy with my finals these past few days and still got 2 more papers next week. Hmph....that means a week to prepare for my papers X). I have been so busy that I completely ignored the news that had been going around for example the cyclone that hit Myanmar (it's Myanmar right?? @_@). Anyways, 2 nights ago my mum asked me to read a news about an incest case. Yeah...I saw that paper when it first published the news but then.....I was looking at the opposite pages on celebrities' updates. Okay....ignorant. Hmph....I wrote this story based on research so please please read it okie? (that is if you do care about the case). Oh well.....here it goes *zzZZzzzz*

JOSEF FRITZL, THE MAN WHO HAD IMPRISONED HIS DAUGHTER FOR 24 YEARS AND REPEATEDLY RAPED HER.

This case originated from Austria and is said to be the worst case in Austria's criminal history. It involves this man named Josef Fritzl, aged 73. He owns a damn big property in Amstetten, Austria dated around 1890 and he had permission to extend it in 1978. In 1983, building inspectors came to inspect that he had obliged with all the rules specified but without their knowledge, Fritzl had created additional room illegally by excavating space for a much larger basement and concealed it with erecting walls. According to him, he started turning that space into a hidden prison cell and added basic necessities. In 1993, the cellar was extended. The concealed cellar was soundproofed and consisted of long corridor and a number of small open cells. The secret location was so hidden that even the police failed to find it when they searched his property until Fritzl showed them. 5 different rooms must be passed before you can successfully find the dungeon (well hidden behind a shelf in his workshop). The dungeon aka cellar is approximately 650 sq feet with ceilings no more than 5.6feet (1.7m). The cellar is electronically locked and could only be opened with a secret code (he carries a remote control with him at all times). Very intelligent huh??


Fritzl was suspected to have begun molesting and sexually abusing his daughter, Elisabeth, at the age of 11. She ran away from home when she was 17 years old but was caught and returned to her parents. On 24 August 1984, she was lured into the cellar by her father to help him carry a door into the basement. That was when she was drugged and handcuffed. Later, she was attached to a leash so that she could go to the bathroom. She was imprisoned and repeatedly raped by Fritzl (her biological father) until recently.

According to Fritzl (quoted from various sources),
"I had never intended to rape Elisabeth but felt an 'overpowering' desire for 'a taste of the forbidden'. I raped her while thinking of my 'lonely' childhood and wanted them (the other children) to always have someone to play with. My drive to have sex with Elisabeth grew stronger and stronger. I knew Elisabeth didn't want me to do what I did to her. I knew that I was hurting her....It was like an addiction....In reality, I wanted children with her. We first had sex in spring 1985. I could not control myself anymore. At some stage, somewhere in the night, I went into the cellar and laid her down on the bed and had sex with her. Elisabeth was of course very worried about the future, but I bought her medical bools in the cellar, so that she would know when the day came what she had to do, and I arranged towels and disinfectants and nappies. I was delighted about the children. It was great for me to have a second proper family in the cellar, with a wife, and a few children. I constantly knew, over the entire 24 years, that what I did was not right, that I must have been crazy because I did something like this."
Josef Fritzl via his lawyer (quoted from BBC News),
"The cellar in my building belonged to me and me alone - it was my kingdom, that only I had access to."

During Elisabeth's captivity, she had given birth to 7 children, all of whom had been fathered by Josef Fritzl. 3 of the children were imprisoned together with Elisabeth for their whole lives: daughter Kerstin 19 years old, and sons Stefan, 18 and Felix ,5. The other three: Lisa at 9 months in 1993, Monika at 10 months in 1994 and Alexander at 15 months in 1997 (Alexander's twin died shortly after birth); were taken upstairs to live with Josef and Rosemarie (his wife and biological mother of Elisabeth) due to their ill-health. Fritzl is alleged to have cremated the dead twin to dispose of the body. Fritzl engineered the appearance of these children as foundlings discovered outside his house with the impression that Elisabeth abandoned them. Josef and his wife adopted Lisa and became foster carers for Monika and Alexander.
The Austrian authorities revealed that all the imprisoned children had defective immune systems and are suffering from vitamin D deficiency. They also have crammed physical posture because of the limited height of their prison ceilings and are anaemic. Their vocabularies were very limited and they stumbled and search for words in a conversation.
The reason that the downstairs family were freed was because Kerstin, Elisabeth's eldest daughter fell unconscious and Fritzl agreed to seek medical attention. Kerstin was sent to the local hospital and admitted with life threatening kidney failure. Doctors found a note in Kerstin's pocket, a note written by Elisabeth asking for medical assistance. Medical staffs found the note very puzzling and therefore, contacted the police. Public media broadcasted appealing for the missing mother to come forward and provide Kerstin's medical history. Elisabeth saw the news on the television in the dungeon. On 25th April, Fritzl released Elizabeth along with sons Stefan and Felix due to her pleadings. Rosemarie was told by Fritzl that Elisabeth had decided to come back after 24 years of absence. The police detained Elisabeth and her father in the hospital grounds and took them away for further interrogation. Elisabeth only provided police with more details when she was given assurance that she would be safe from her father.
Elisabeth and her children are being housed in a local clinic, shielded from outside environment, and receive medical and psychological treatment.


This is the intelligent man who had successfully kept his hidden cellar for so many years without being noticed even by his own wife. Police are scanning around and searching his property to answer a few questions like how he managed to avoid detection while taking food, food and other supplies to Elisabeth. How was Fritzl able to carry the two beds into the cellar without raising suspicions?? How did the large washing machine ended up in the cellar without being noticed by his wife and the neighbours??


So, what do you learn from this news?? What I learned was....Hitler's regime instilled 'control and the respect of authority' in him. Hmph.....well-used teachings from Hitler. Probably I need an idol too so I can learn to discipline myself more by studying and revising more often without slacking off. Hell....who cares?? Life's too short and we must live each day to the fullest. Be grateful and appreciate everything around you. Many in this world are not as fortunate as us. I would not have that much courage and patience like Elisabeth to be able to withstand staying in a small cellar and kept locked up without knowing day or night for 24 years...and being raped repeatedly some more. That's like a sex slave. Another thing....inflation is here again especially on rice and wheat due to the cyclone that hit Myanmar. Hmph....well, that's another thing for you to show your gratitude. I may not understand what those tsunami, cyclone, all the disasters' victims are facing now, but I do feel for them. What's going on in the world today?? Too many people dying.....spread of unknown diseases.....disastrous phenomenon......corruption in many government bodies around the world.....suicide and bombing attacks in the Islamic countries.....*big sigh*
I do know a tiny-wee-bit how it feels like because I was caught in the suicide-bombing attack in London on 7th July 2005. No buses, taxis and even tubes were working at that time. My baby was soooo darn worried because the line was really bad that time and luckily I was able to get out of that situation. Well, lucky enough my aunt's office was nearby and my uncle had cab-driver to come send us back home because all work was suspended that day. So many London-ers had to walk home because all public transport were stopped. Thank God I'm safe and sound here.

So people.....please appreciate everything around and be aware of the happenings in the world because it does concern us.

*THE END =)*

Weird quote of the day : "One Stone,Two Birds"

woah.Masa berlalu cepat.Tibanya masa untuk update lagi.Ok,ere's wat happened weeks ago,me love made cookies for mom's birthday.And it,was,awesome.Ere's some of the progress pics.



Cheese oh cheese.



Mess.One word,mess.



Ready to go,nampak sedap eh?



Bake bake bake.



Nampak lagi sedap.



Terpancut biler rasa baunya.



This one ere is before me and Jon sebat almost 10 of dem.



Ere's Jon and Jan preparin some of the ingredients.



After mixing the white choc and all,ere's the outcome.Lovely eh?Seriously,really proud of u me love.Keep it up.Next stop,choc cake when im back again.Missin u so much ere,life's been great recently.haha.So gonna keep burnin the flame.More pics comin soon on recent events ere.Exam later eh..don worry,everythins gonna be fine~i know you can do it!

Evol uoY,sexy bum.

Exam Fever

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2 DOWN, 3 MORE TO GO
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In or Out.

It's been a while ever since the last post.Time flies and soon its gonna be my turn to grad,me love will still be studyin.Currently PMDs are workin on the final project,hope everythins gonna be fine,smooth sailin.Been up for few nights already and the body system is still workin quite ok i guess luckily ive been drinkin enough water recently.Can't wait to head back again,missin home recently,family is there,and my love is there too.Time flies,right here i would like to wish all batch55 soldiers a very happy graduation for all of you,next phase:job hunting.Best wishes from marnjenn.


nough said,now,just gotta keep flowin.

Love u loads me love.Miss u more than anythin else too.

"DO WHAT YOU GOT TO DO, SO YOU CAN DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO."

DENZEL WASHINGTON
THE GREAT DEBATERS

IRONMAN aka ORANG BESI


sorta a quad-date out hahaahah....yeapz 8 of us.....



loved it!!