The Childlike Empress

I can't blardy concentrate on doing my assignment *sighs* so here i am writing i-dont-know-what-and-who-gives-a-damn stuff about me.....

I've added 2 new songs to our playlist and GOSH!!!don't they have secrets.....a beginning to a whole load of destruction and obviously my eyes are much widely opened now. I used to have this naive thinking of people but i was WRONG!! I definitely have to thank my buddy who had always been there when i needed a shoulder to cry on.
Sometimes i don't understand human beings (not like im another type of species =)). It is so difficult to find humans that understand and think far or even care about how others would feel with the way they treat people. Well, they wouldn't give a damn because it doesn't involve themselves or their loved/close ones....selfish huh!? Each homosapien is selfish in nature but it depends on their individual selves to suppress and control it. Obviously, none bothers about it as long as they get what they want.
Especially the female species....we're more cruel compared to the male ones. Honestly, i thought that was non-existence now but i was proven wrong with a female i encountered. I can proudly say I've changed much and i'm much quiet compared to who i used to be....and this one that i encountered has almost the same behaviors and attitudes(the teenage me) BUT not that bitchy part. I understand that everybody is unique in their own ways and i BELIEVE in accepting them for who they are even though their attitudes may not comply with your regulations. At the end of the day, NO ONE HAS THE AUTHORITY TO JUDGE ANYTHING NOR ANYONE!!! BUT....you don't even know me so why judge me?? I don't even know of your existence so why step all over me and mess with me!??

A DOG WHICH SITS STILL AND NOT BARKS DOES NOT MEAN THAT IT DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO BITE!!!

I'm glad those things are over now because my tolerance and patience have a limit....and i'm not a very good-tempered person.

A LADY'S MIND IS NEVER TOO COMPLICATED IF YOU UNDERSTAND THEIR NATURE!!

okie...i feel much better now after blabbing for god-knows-how-long-that-felt-like....i don't even know what i typed hahaahah

*EDITED*

Neway, the boyfriend is having his holidays now but due to some stupid GC thingy he gotta leave early to go back up and help with that stupid campaign thing. Management problem here and there....that is why i hate irresponsible people. Blardy get your job done before going off....
Humans...humans...humans.....Let me tell you first....if this event goes well, they are the ones who will be acknowledging themselves to people to get credit for it...but if the event turns out shit-ty, they'll put the blame on the person who they picked as leader....WTH RYT!?? when they are the committees and supposed to be helping out instead of leaving everything halfway. Hmmmm.....should i be making the conclusion that these people don't know management!?
Ah-well...forget about it...none of my biz neway....HAH!! I'm an accounting student....only good for advices on financial planning...oh well...maybe a wee-bit of management planning heeee

I've been having really good time especially when he is around...he took the effort to come see me almost every night...haahahah because the girlfriend is absolutely unreasonable-lah....i've been holding his pc to do assignments since my typically-worn-out-senior laptop had been admitted to ICU. Even though senior laptop is back....the girlfriend still mengada-ada want to use the boyfriend's so-called-powerful-high RAM pc bah...girls lar...im not-the-typical-but-still-typical-type of girlfriend kay?? hahaahah....

Since I had such hectic schedule and tedious work terpaksa-lah ignore the boyfriend when he's here so.....WHAT ELSE!? had to find a day off to pujuk him wei....so we went up KL for a daytrip hahaah...but still the girlfriend's day out instead of the boyfriend's day out....WHY..u ask!? because told you dy what....not-the-typical-but-still-typical-type of girlfriend....so....we went shopping as usual hahahaah....
The boyfriend did have a good time right right right!???

Not good also must say good heeee....the male species are for the female ones to bully....IN THE NEW ERA of course...especially when Malaysia is also a part of the ever-growing industry and we're in the KNOWLEDGE INFORMATION era plus GLOBALISATION (fui-yoh....banyak intellectual and full of vocabs hahaah @_@)

camera time....say 'cheese'

the ma-kuai-fan boyfriend =)

the ever-loving-and-cute girlfriend

tira-miss-u with bitter coffee taste(highly recommended)

camwhore girlfriend with boyfriend enjoying tira-miss-u

hahaa...girlfriend handling the 'brick'

girlfriend loving it!!

THAT'S ALL FOR NOW FOLKS!! BACK TO WORK AGAIN

BLAH

Missing in action

I've been busy for the past weeks....assignment due dates, midterm exams bla bla bla......now my finals are reaching in no time sighs...can't wait till holidays....
got time only will write more lar....lame-ness



SO NEAR YET SO FAR

foosah to all

A simple post just to leave a mark ere.Or else the blog is going to be so DEAD that it just doesn't look like a blog at all.Peace people.Hope all of you are doing well no matter where you are now.Its the holiday season for TOA soliders.Till then do take care people.Peace.


Happy to be here baby,while you're eating out there now,just wanna say;

UOY EVOL I & I MISS YOU.

I Love you

Masa berlalu cepat,it's Sunday already.Comin up again soon with my love,now as im typing this she's out there doing her assignment which is due tomoro.Well,surprise baby!ere i am in the room typing this.ahah!Keep trying yea,i know you can make it.
She's not feeling well today,so yea..the usual stuff,easily frused,angry and all.Heh.But well,no choice,sometimes gotta understand her workload too,to be honest its kinda like us animators,all night kinda thing.Will be posting up again soon,manage to get some shots ere back in mlk.

wo.she just entered the room .And she doesn't know im posting this up already.heh.Ok,shes out again.

Alright,till then,I love you baby,don give up yea,keep fightin.

True

One song to represent all.
I love you me love.

yes,it is.

Ere's one feeling i've never felt before.Such post just makes me feel so pain inside and so hard to to even type them out,but it gave me the biggest impact i've never ever had.Not hoping but instead,reacting to it,this will be the last time theres such post in this post script.There's just no time to loose,no time to wait,no time to just say 'forget it',but the other way around.Its suicidal now when the pain on the physical part came back again just now as i was sitting down for like 2 hours,the next thing i knew was i couldn't felt what was between my legs,and then it happened.The pain cam like a sudden rush again.But this time,i was able to hold it back.I have to fight this.

Currently still rendering,facing so much problem now.But yeah,will be done soon.Not gonna waste time for some things that does not benefit much.Right now,gonna head to college,focus on what im doing now with louis,fab and sam.It rained again,and the cold breeze just kills me so hard that i couldn't breathe.But there is something throwin me and pushin me,so strong now that i'm feeling so excited,so happy,so energetic,so strong,and so vibrant.I may have achieved many things within this period of time,happy or sad,but what matters the most now,





Is what i haven't done yet.









And that time,







is now.









Thanks,baby.
That means a lot to hubby.















I love you miamour.Happy 4th Anniversary.

marnjenn 4th Anniversary

Chin tian nir chor Panda

Woah.Been out the whole day today.Had a small conference with a some local Director,about why i don't know his name,its a long story.Blink of an eye & its already sunday,gotta start rendering some stuff and animate my waves,hope the outcome is cool enough,so far no one did it before yet,so gonna try to bring it to another phase.Had biz meeting today,so ere we go,pics pics and pics.



This is Mr.Jose,kinda like my mentor when it comes to digital paintings and references.





Louis kononya shy to face the cam.



Fab : "nah nah nah ambik kau".



Fab exploring some warcraft trading card illustrations.



Gempak.



Yeap,Sam left early coz he had somethin to catch up today so we were the only ones left to complete part of the project.It was good.



Encik Matthew with his popular pose.





Louis on strings.



Facebook mascot.



Ere's one for you baby,no one to take my pic and its gonna look really weird too if someone took a pic of me posing for the cam.hah.so ere's one for you sexy.

Yeah before going off,ere's another one i received from my love yesterday.



Beautiful ain't she?haha.Made her took this pic of herself before leaving for uni.missing you so much ere.Can't wait eat you up next week.

.uoy evol i

Chin Tian nir Chor Tiger.

OKie.heres some pics we did yest in the lab.Like i said,life is goody.heh.Hope you guys like them and you too baby,heh,ere's to you,i miss u so much.All pics here means a lot to me,so gonna share it especially with you and everyone.Months passed,and another new sem is commencing soon.Purple Monkey Dishwashers really rocked TOA down eh?Have to admit the fact that this bond we're having here is really strong,know it sounds bit gay but hey,50 years down the road later on we are going to really remember this moments well.

Oh yeah,news flash.They are spreading rumours theres a lady with curley hair upstairs the toilet,audit,till the end block there loafing around.And sometimes 2 kids.So to all TOA people reading this now,beware.LEctures said that he/she seen like more then 7 times already,if anyone of you encounter one,try making friends.Prob they can give you access to all the rooms without you flashing your ID card.Fuiyo.Chin Tian nir Chor Tiger.




This one was taken days back after our Business Meeting.OMD posing and walking to Sayang Mamak.Somehow this pic made us looked like some boy band music video.



Ere's matt.Yes,we have a dead line,but look at the screen.it says "MSN-conversation".heh.




Louis the Beat Boxer on Wacom tablet.



"hee..heeee...hehhh....biru...biru....oh....yeah.......ouhh.....biru.."said Sam.



Lukis...lukis..



"OMG.ere comes the cam,ok i gotta pretend im doing something"-Fab.



This shot was taken like 5 in the mornin,before we head out for a quick drink.Ere's Matt pretendin to be the afro ghost lady.



haaha,we did some experiments for fun.This one's done by fabian.




FAB.




MATT.Tak berapa jadik,coz the T's were like quite hard to do.



Ere's to you my lovely sexy bum!MArNjenN!



Sam boy,previously he did it turned out "SOM".



Yeap,old man has his old way.



You just gotta be a team player,ere's Louis piloting part of the PMD team members to mars.



Yang terhormat Matthew Binti Mohamed chintiannirchortiger anak lelaki yenaradey Labrooy. Raja parking meter Sunway.


Ere's what we did yest me love,been workin all night until i finally knocked out for a while at 7.Each picture theres the "i miss you" feeling there.Just want you to know i miss you so,can't wait to see you sexy bum soon.

UOY EVOL I
Sexy Bum.

Hidup.

Life's been great recently,especially when there are people around you to give you that moral support and motivation no one else could provide.With me love babe, my family back at home and Purple Monkeys it all blended really well for me.Had presentation today and it was good.Next fri is another deadline for real,number of things to tweak before next fri.Sometimes things just happened the other way around and made you look so guilty and useless that you will never be able to pick yourself up,the word 'misunderstand' is always there.But yea,for the record,im still happy today for watever has happened.Can't wait till next week,im able to be back again and reunite with my fam and especially my lovely sexy bum.




Ere's some pics of the p.m.d's workin on last weeks animatics.From left to right,Matt dreamin about miss D,Sam with choc sticks,Fab guiding louis on what to do and Louis editing the frames.



Ok,this is is the real funny part.Yea,both of them has the same pair of shorts,its different a lil coz one is with blue background col and one with black,but then,who cares.Its still orange and yea..it makes them look like a couple?



Ping,this ones for you.Cute BF no a chair.



Ok we had like some spear time after finishing our animatics so me and louis decided to get crazy a bit in the lab.Ere's louis writing his name with his mob.



Yea,long restless nights.Ere's the ugly side of encik matt labrooy.heh.

0537.smack that.

Its been sometime ever since the last post.Been really packed up recently,but you know,i miss u more than anything else me love.Life's been really busy lately,spent another night in the lab again yest.And guess what,i was alone from 5 onwards with the lights out and only the computers were on.Have to admit it was kinda creepy,the last thing you want to hear is the keyboard clicking sounds coming from other computers.heh.But yea,lifes like that,at least theres 'A' for effort,the purple monkey style.Its 0537,thought spent sometime to write something for my sweet love as shes sleeping sweetly now at this very moment,just want you to know i miss you loads sexy bum.Can't wait to see you and spank you hard any sooner,gonna sleep for about 5 hours then head down to mid valley to get new stocks.Sweet dreams sexy bum.

Ere's a pic i took in the lab,1 pic to explain the entire mood i was feeling that time.


UOY EVOL I

My Latest Fetish

I'm sooooooo darn excited!!!!



I've got a latest fetish...I've always loved mini stuffs.I collect mini perfumes and I always buy them whenever I travel by flight....Yeapz,I'm proud to declare that I'm OBSESSED with mini stuffs!!!!



I've got something BIG coming up...Something that I've never thought of and never done before. Something......which I will not reveal now until I succeed in doing so.....I sooooo can't wait.





it will be our next big project and *fingers crossed* i do hope that we will make it




BIG PROJECT.....here we go wwwWeeeEEeeee!!!!

jeng Jenn jeng Jenn

New collection for me and my bro.Neca AVP2 Predators masked,unmasked and predalien mouth opened version.Its crazy i tell you that neca actually produced like 2 freakin predaliens but the only difference is the mouth,one closed and one opened one.many collectors didn't realise the slight difference between the two.As for predator,somehow the images shown on the box it confuses you that there is only one unmasked version,well now you know,theres the masked one too.And now theres even unmasked open or closed mouth version.Next thing you know they gonna come out with a female one?you'll never know.haha.But i would say detail wise the best is still predator 2004 12 inch from spawn.com.That one is really one fine one,it looked exactly like the one from the movie classics predator 1.

Even Fabian was crazy about it after seeing the product.But well,even though was out of luck this time for the AVP's,don worry Fab,the guy is lookin out for you.At least now you have 2 dragons in hand,haha.Spawn evolutions for almost half the price people,set of 6.Interested?







Ere'a another collection of ours,Alien queen from spawn.com.This one's really old coz it's from Aliens movie classics.Thats why its different from the one from AVP.Got offered with a fair price and my bro couldn't resist the temptation.But yea,detail paint job i must say again,the tail is soft and rubbery just like the new Alien warrior from spawn.com's AVP2.













Chun rite?Niway thats my mom at the back there.Ere are some of the stocks and collections,soon there will be more comin.Me love was also involved in some of the stock deliveries with me,life is great.Missing you now me love..poor baby,tummy ache so badly.Just called me just now,its 0324 already,and still can't sleep well.Im ere for you me love,don think about the pain yea try rest well coz theres class tomoro,till then remember im here for you.

Oh Cintaku.Chayang Chayang.

Cheese

Just came back today,had a great time with my love.Made mac with cheese,and i mean a whole lot of cheese.Have to admit it was really good even thought the cheese was really heavy,luckily we loved cheese so it was still good.Really proud of her,at least she can cook not like some girls who can't even fry eggs.New stuff comin soon as she has been researching for new stuff to learn and explore.Keep it up baby,i shall be the judge.heh.Ere's some pics of us fooling around in the kitchen.Some pics taken by Jan.




Me love preparing the ingredients.



Textures.



Smile!



As we were waiting for the oven,i was watchin Animal Planet like a 5 year old.Ere's how we looked like while watchin.




Are we there yet?



Me love and Elmo boy.



Janine mixing the potion of death berries.





Cheese!Looks like rice eh.



Imagine yourself diving into it.



Tadaa.Mac cheese,foosaH!


Tasted really good,do it again soon yeah baby,can't wait to see u the next time when i'm back.More food comin soon ehh.

P.S.I Love You